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I will not let a man deflower me

if he does not know my name

I will not let a man deflower me

if he does not know the language of my movement

if he does not know the movement of my stride

if he cannot become one with my stride

I will not let a man deflower me

if he can not read jumbled up words that don't have a flow but i am insistent and I tell him it is my poem

I will not let a man deflower me

If he can not deal with my kinks

my curly hair days

because getting a press it just takes too long

I will not let a man deflower me

if he can not deal with my silent words on the phone or my short texts throughout the day because Im just not feeling it.

If you can not feel me

I mean have those

where you just miss me text

in the middle of night just to hear my reply

just to know that i am alive

if I can not have those i miss you text

that really mean

im attached to your mind heart and soul and your body is bonus

I will not let a man deflower me

If our converations do not flow

If you can not finish my sentences

then I know

you were not even listening

I will not let a man deflower me

If he does not understand that battles of my allergies

And I'm not playing those day where I can't move.

My body swelled up from this harsh environment and this food

Until my skin make look like a burt victim

and my eyes are always watery and I can't stop crying

If you can not fathom those days

then please stop trying

if your getting to this part of the poem and you just disagree because it's just a little too long and i may come on too strong

or it's getting a little too deep

well I'm a poet

an artist and im sensitive about my sh....

But i can not

I can not let a man deflower me

if he can not understand the definition of me

the defintion of Precious